The good ones screw you, bad ones screw you...

Noah: You're bored Allie. You're bored and you know it. You wouldn't be here if there wasn't something missing. 
Allie: You arrogant son of a bitch. 
Noah: Would you just stay with me? 
Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fightin' 
Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing. 
Allie: So what? 
Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out. 
Allie: What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt. 
Noah: Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT? 
Allie: It's not that simple. 
Noah: What... do... you... want? Whaddaya want?

I hate shoes and usually wear flip flops or nothing at all.
I listen to music 22 hours of the day.
The saddest songs make the most sense to me.
I am not the skinniest girl in the world. 
I'm broken and at my worst time I was pretty much beyond repair.
I love my children, more than I love anything else. Period.
I am an amazing speller- and I love poems.
I will study for 8 hours if it means I'll ace a quiz.
My pen is my best friend
I refuse to let someone make me cry.

I am the clumsiest person you will ever meet.
According to my society, my hips are too wide,
And I'm below average in height.
I love horror // slasher movies, but I can't watch them alone.
I am really gullible and overly concerned with other people and their well being.

and people find that entertaining.
I am happiest on the beach and
I love sticky skin after a day in salt water.
I don't take any medicine like I should.
I like the feeling of being extremely chilled out.
I laugh really loud sometimes.
I talk really loud sometimes.
I believe in peace.
I get cold pretty easily.
I have a DVD collection mainly consisting of guy stuff.
I love awkward situations.
I drink enough coffee that it's threatening to my health.
My complexion isn't even and sometimes I break out.
I wish could fall asleep at 10pm every night.
I wake up by 7am every morning, or later.
My blood pressure goes skyy high when I get emotional.
I rarely machine dry my hoodies.
I wash my bed sheets twice a week.
I love water.
Serial killers fascinate me.
The smell of band-aids make me gag.
I get along so much better with males, just because of interests.
I hate surprises.
I have a secret desire to tell more people to shut up more often.
I write because it gives weight to my thoughts.
I think about my appearance probably every 5 minutes, or more.
I can't stay in the same place for too long, sitting still annoys me.
I still live in my childhood home, with my kids.
I forget its rude to text while I am with other people.
My life is taking a major change of direction, and for the first time ever,

I find comfort in it.
Sometimes I'm bitter and cold to people who mean the most to me.
I wish I could meet everyone. I bet they have good stories.
I love being barefoot, it's orgasmic to feel the grass under my skin.

I don't go to church nearly as often as I should.
Yet, I still pray daily. There's no excuse for that.
I skip meals everyday on accident usually.
I hate eating after 6 clock.
I like my jeans with tears.
I wonder about a lot of things.
I love airplanes.
I have a huge problem with taking two showers a day.
I am a criminal justice major, but all I really want in life,
Is to open a coffee house.
I'm a sucker for a good love story.
I bite my nails. A lot.
I love to run, it's the only time I actually feel like I'm breathing.
I have no patience for stupid people.
I enjoy sushi and seaweed salads.
I loathe the color orange and green.
My pen is the barrel of my gun.

My son is the only man I'm not afraid of.
I like road trips.
I have nightmares that trigger insomnia, regularly.

I have this insane fear of letting someone inside my emotions, I want them there.

I just don't think they realize that I'm a anti-commitment freak.

against my better judgment.

I have midget feet.
I miss highschool.
I am not the prettiest girl in the room, and I'm okay with that..
I usually have no idea what the date is.
I love herbal tea.
I loathe going to the movies.
I don't give very good advice, I tend to complicate my own life so I don't bother,

but I'm awesome at listening.
I sing- and it sounds terrible. But I love it.
I make up words sometimes.
Diet Mountain Dew is amazing.
I love art.
I love the artist.
I am passive aggressive.
You forget, I pathetically remember.
I love the summer and hate the smell of sunblock.
I love pasta and bread.
I don't eat the noodles in my soup.
I find something strangely attractive about Conner Shaw's eyes.
I think I would like to live in the city once.

My daughter is gorgeous.
My favorite color is pink.
I enjoy cuddling. I just don't say it.
I'll say I am spontaneous.
I don't wear make-up as much as I probably should
My room gets messy really fast.
I don't like thunderstorms, even when I am dry, and inside.
I am an aggressive driver.
I am actually extremely careless all together on a bad day.
I bruise really really easily.
I read way too much.
I wonder why everything is how it is. Everyday.
I bake very, very seldom.
We lost each other because of difference of opinion and morals.
I write, but I doubt anyone will take the time to read.
All I can do is be me, whoever that is